my crazy, fun, strange, wonderful life.

jamiecheroske:

Sometimes I wish I didn’t care so much. I wish I could just make this all go away for a while without having regrets in the morning, without having to wait another month. I wish three years didn’t matter… so I could focus again and be calm. I seriously wish I knew how to stop giving a fuck. I can’t. Plus, I love you more than anything, and hurting you would kill every last living part of my body, which is what it all comes down to in the end.