I'm Jamie & I'm 22 years old
Life is a confusing and emotional experience, you'll find my ups and downs and everything in between here.
my crazy, fun, strange, wonderful life.
Anonymous asked: What happened this weekend to make you realize you finally do need to move on.. Did he find someone new? You seem like a sweet girl and if he has to ask himself why hes with you then maybe he doesnt deserve you? .. I dont know just keeo your head up
i don’t really need to post what happened but no that’s not it at all. id be much more upset. but thank you that’s very sweet i appreciate it a lot
Anonymous asked: Do not take offense to this. But I think you need to be more confident in yourself. You keep going back to guys who have broken up with you already (like I said please take no offense). There is a lot of guys out there. You don't need to keep giving them 2nd 3rd or 4th chances. The one worth keeping won't need any chance but one.
Im confident with myself, i know Im worth more and deserve better. i just saw good in someone and hoped that the good would out weigh anything else. but i see what you’re saying, no offense taken…
oh and to answer your other question its because he broke up with me. i guess i have please spend lots of time with me and make me love you then leave me randomly written all over me…..
Anonymous asked: Why did you break up if he was so nice? You want to be happy. If he made you happy before could he not do it now?
maybe someday i suppose but right now i can’t help that i feel like i won’t ever be with anyone else. might sound dumb but i need time to grieve what i lost before i could even start to think of having those feelings for someone else..its going to take a long time but after this weekend i know i need to move on and eventually be with someone who genuinely appreciates me and doesn’t need to think so hard if they want to be with me or not :/
Anonymous asked: Why don't you date him? He seems very nice.
he is very nice, and i have dated him before actually. Im not trying to date anyone right now. Im just trying to move on from what just happened..but it made me feel appreciated and it was really sweet.
when you tell him about going to see your ex and feeling crushed and worthless…and his reply is “Nooooo sorry I fell asleep. And sorry about the crappiness you went thru yesterday :/ I still think youre amazing in everyway if that means anything…”
that is someone who genuinely cares.
its all really over and there is no more need to try. i know i did everything i could and that things can’t and shouldn’t be forced. after almost three years i got closure and it hurts but at least i know the truth. i guess that’s a chapter in my life ill just have to look back on and be thankful for the good times and be happy about the love that was there once.
i have friends like Roxy and Erica that will have sleeperovers so if they or myself need to cry in the night there is support and nobody has to feel dumb.
Im so tired.
“Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I’m still reaching
Even though I know you’re not there
I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinking ’bout everything we’ve been through
Maybe I’ve been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside ’til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you’re sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you’d be here by now
I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing
’cause nothing like this ever happened to them,
Now I’m pacing up the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to a night when you said to me,
“Nothing’s gonna change, not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose”
-If This Was a Movie
i should have known
That I’m not a princess..
This ain’t a fairytale..Im not the one you’ll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell..
This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
now its too late for you and your white horse to come around
i should have known
That I’m not a princess..
This ain’t a fairytale..
Im not the one you’ll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell..
(Source: rachelheyrachel, via lockmybones)
